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The Drowning

from Searching for Clarity by Existem

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Lost in words, I cannot speak
Lost in time, I cannot see
I’m frozen here
These empty bottles
Haunting me
I lie awake

There’s only so much I can take

I’m lost and all alone
This place is not my home
Lay your weary head down one last time
Let the feeling die

Look at you
I’ve got you where I want you now
You may have bested me this time
But I hope you know that when you wake
I’ll try again

I’m lost and all alone
This place is not my home
Lay your weary head down one last time
Let the feeling die

Don’t hold your breath, I’m all you need
Come back to me like your need to breathe
You cannot leave, you belong to me
Please don’t go, just drown in me

I wish you’d sing to me forever
But I know you’d hurt me one last time
Pick up the pieces of this mirror
Cut me, I’m alive

Let the feeling die

I’m lost and all alone
This place is not my home
Lay your weary head down one last time
Let the feeling die

Now my head is clear for the first time

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from Searching for Clarity, released September 10, 2021

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Existem Kansas City, Missouri

Originally forming in May of 2010, Existem have emerged as a progressive force in the Kansas City music scene, combining bursts of technicality, subtle progressions, ambient instrumental passages and jazz phrasing to express their unique sound.

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